>> Wednesday, June 15, 2005
11:13 PM

Today i fast, i did a computer fast. i will not touch the computer from 6 to 6. i have been sticking to the computer for a few months. Morning to night if i am at home. i feel a yearning to do a fast and so i did. i prayed and read His words. But my mom is at home, i can't let her see me with a bible. So i prayed that i can be alone in the house for the whole afternoon...and indeed! she went out for majong session at 12! praise the Lord! Filled with spirit and enthu i went on to reading the bible.

At about 3pm i went for a haircut. ON my way there, i met a stranger in his mid 40s. He asked for help (taxi fare) as his son is having a asthma attack and need to be sent to a family doctor quick. i passed him $15(tho its not much, but its the most i could give for the week) as he needed a taxi fare. Seriously i hesitated for a while as i thought, maybe this guy is a cheater, but i offered to him anyway. He claims that his wife is a chirstian in church of singapore (which is my church), and will return me the money in church but well...i dun intend to get the money back..as long as the money is use for the right purpose. Then he hurried down the road.

I did a prayer for him and his son. But i know there may be a chance that he is a cheater too. i prayed for forgivness. Many will think... how come this baka wants to pray for a cheater(if he is) !!?? but he needed the money..no matter what reason, he needed the money..its all that matter... i hope he will feel that every moment he is living now is of God grace, and he accept Him.
Romans 12:8 "If you have money, share it generously"