i have been wrestling with problems in relationship this few week and i know there is still something i have not given up in my heart. i have not given up some earthly feelings which i should have given up. i pray for help and answers for my problems. I feel so troubled by it. And these days, 2 of my brother and sister have problems spiritually. They seem to be straying further away. Nothing I speak can touch their hardened heart. i can only pray for them, that God will break down this wall that is hindering their heart to Him. Maybe this is my first time i meet with this situation of someone in the road to backsliding, I don’t know how to handle it well. Maybe i can’t accept the fact that they know that God is real but they refuse to follow Him any longer. i feel gloomy even if it is a stranger and is backsliding. There will be a day when He will come down again as a King. It will be too late to repent then.

But now i feel back again! Cause God show to me again how to handle them! And i have open the doors of the all the rooms esp “secrets” and “Relationship”. I will never try to lock them up again. Someday I even want to have the door being break down! No longer will there be any door between me and my heavenly Father again! I hand everything to Him. My worries, my brothers and sisters, my family and my friends, everything, to the Lord i love... Thank You Lord.