First Blog after Ns
I did not have time to blog after both of my previous book out. But here I am now C=
Many things happened in camp. Both good and bad. I used to think I can be able to continue to grow spiritually even when I am in army. But somehow it doesn’t seem so. There is a period which I am too tired to do quiet time everyday. And before I know it, I realized i am off focus of God. Felt no presence of God. Nothing seems to going right. In addition to that, I felt no meaning of serving in the army. It is then I am starting to feel like a lifeless dummy that is uncertain of the future. I am not ready for all this, I went in the army not prepared enough. And last week, my mp3 player got “lost”, I use it for listening to Christian songs but now its gone. The feeling is dreadful when everything crashes in at the same time.
It was when I am marching and singing that I came back to focus on God. The song reminded me what I am and why I am doing in the army, to protect my loved ones and the country. I started to think about the feelings of the soldiers in the bible and what are they fighting for. I know this is from God. Just felt so re-energized! Like the Duracell rabbit!
One of my friend Nixon have high fever 38.3 for two days and he is unwilling to see a doctor because we have a test the next day and he doesn’t want to miss it. I was surprised when he asked if I can pray for him. And so I did. And guess what? He recovered the next day without taking in any pills. Praise the Lord! =)
The day after I lost my player, i feel like I will gain something even more precious but I have no idea what it is. It was during the pnw in church that I began to know what God have for me to know what I have gained. I can still praise and worship Him with my voice and my heart and not need a mp3, I know this will please Him C=
One of my bunk mate start to talk about harry potter, so I started to share with what I know about it and we slowly started to talk about Christianity and God =) what surprised me was another one of my bunkmates came over and say he is interested in our conversation and 1 more and soon I am sharing with 7 of my bunk mates! And 2 of them are Indian and Malay mixed! Then they started to bomb me with questions and doubts but I like being bombed! hahas
Thank Lord for all that He have done. Even though I faced much through this storm, He is always with me =) Now I felt stronger than ever, now I am ready for any storm because the Lord is always with me through it all ! =) I really learnt much thru this experience. And many thanks for all the messages and presents that you sisters and brothers gave! =) I am loved =) Really appreciated it! Now I dun bear to drink the honey drink and the chocs and duck because they are so sweet! I mean really sweet! =) Nissi Rox!
